My first in love

I am not handsome and also not many girls love me but I have never tried to contact with other girls besides my wife.

First time, I met my wife at the work and in fact she also studied at the same university as I work, as well. I tried so hard to be married to her with no money at all in my pocket.

I go married with no plans because I seem to get into married arena without any preparation. And my wedding was running with rough because no one was responsible at all both my family and her family.

We live together at the first time with rough life because after married we had nothing to be left in life because we both are parentless so the life has to be in persistance and struggle.

We keep living together until we have a child whose is very loved by me because she is clever the most that is different from other child.

For my mistake, since getting married, I have never fulfilled her needs, such as buying valuable things for her. And when she gets sick, I have not given her enough care. That is my big fault.

What is your opinion? when you read this! Just know that now I am very upset because my love may be fade up !!!!

"Love can be medicine, and also be poisons, but it depends on our control because it is intangible. I know what it is! but not be able to solve it."